I wish i could be you

Murudeswar beach again

Murudeswar

On the way to manglore

I wish i could be like my mum sumday

     the mother, the wife, the daughter, the daughter-in-law,  the lyricist, the sister

     the struggler..wen no1 had faith on her

     the determination to achieve success wen she entered a new world

     the competence to luv us

     the ability to spell out the truth wen it was intricate to do so

I wish i could be like my dad sumday

     the father, the spouse, the son, the son-in-law, the singer, the dramatist

     one who cares for us

     one who loves us because its us

     one who believes in us

     one who sacrifised his dreams his thoughts because of us

     because we r the family

I wish i could be a nice hominid sumday

    the day wen there would b no sorrows, no regrets, no guilt, no anguish

    only love, affection, emotions, sentiments, happiness

I wish i could be a researcher sumday

   the success, the tensity, the celebration, the pain

   the happiness u share wen u cum up with new innovative ideas

   the wonderful time u spent wid yr team members

   the laughters, the blunders u did

I wish i could be a photographer sumday

  so that i could capture the splendid nature in my microfilms forever

  so that i could capture the lovely moments spent with my dear ones

  those feelings those time those moments that leaves my heart with an imprint of joy, love, enjoyment

I wish i could be dancer sumday

  so that i could dance to the tunes that my heart sings everytime

I wish i could be a singer sumday

  so that i could pour in my thoughts to the song

  the song that flows in my blood like a elixir

I wish i could be a guitarist sumday

  so that i could sing to mee the very own me

  when i am ecstatic, when i am blue

I wish i could be so strong sumday

  so that i could face every challenge that comes my way

  so that i could bear every pain that comes my way

  so that i never cry when i am hurt

  so that i never sob to the pillows in the late hours of night

  not to become numb when sumthin stirs my soul

I wish i could meet a person sumday

  that day my life could head towards a new horizon

  new feelings, new emotions

  that day i could let him love me

  let him love me the way i am

  let him love me because its love

  let him love me beacuse i love him

  let him love me forever  

I wish i could be a writer sumday

  not because its genetic

  but because its a way of expressing the meee in me!

  expressing the feelings that i have concealed in the bottom of my heart for years

  expressing the thoughts that have been chasing me ever since i have gained my senses

I wish i could dig out the person in me

  the person am unaware of

  the person i have been searching for years

  longing for aspirations

  longing for thoughts

  longing for explanations when i do sumthin

  that amazes me, that makes me happy, that hurts me, that makes me cry

  that leaves me entangled with emotions

I wish i could make sumone happy sumday

  make sumone proud

  make sumone long for me

  make sumone love me forever

  make sumone say ah! tat's my gal!

I wish i could fulfill all my wish sumday

folks say

  i am mad

  i am always lost in me "my very own world"

  sumtyms i don listen to them when they talk

  i forget things

  i am crazy about music, good food

  i care too much

  i give free advice

  i have a bad temper

  i am a nature lover

  i get too much involved with my lappy

I wish i could explain them sumday

I wish i could make them understand me well

I wish i could make them realise i hate being taken for granted all the time

I wish i could spell out those unsaid words that i have always wanted to spell out

I wish sumday everyone could be happy with eachother

  no one stays lonely makin their life turn into hades

I wish sumday everything could be perfect with a little bit of imperfection

  that day i could lie down in my bed peacefully not to wake up the next morning

  but to sleep forever

 That day i wish i  would

   be able to face the inevitable death

   be reborn again sumwhere else

   with a new identity

   with  a new name

    as  a new person 

    as  a new human being

I wish i could be a person sumday

that i have always wanted to be....