Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Romancing the shadow!

With all these years of feeding on novels, living with them, fantasizing about them and then finally a part of one story, it just feels so right...Cos behind every light there is dark and behind every picture there's a story you just need to solve the mystery! 
I guess this is an inevitable part of a girl's life, the fairy tales, romantic novels and a transposition to fashion magazine! And the once she is a women she indulges herself in good house keeping or some other more feminine magazines...And for some the whole world revolves around their kids..Their one and only walking piece of story..Every day a new story...So if i must say! It all depends on the situation and surrounding! Ah! yeah i did forget the famous mills and boon...That's something mushy! lolzzz And ten falling in love with the strong character, and what not dreaming of the Mr. Right! Loving in the head and romancing in the thoughts...The male baritone voice, the heated passion and of course the ruggedness! Ah! so much inviting...Now when i think of all this..it seems so funny..i guess that's why they say...everything has a specific age!...
And if you ask me, yeah the author of this blog...I started reading short stories, strange mysteries and then came the much loved Harry potter series...I found a complete new world while feeding upon these books...I remember getting in between my sleep and literally blabbering about some magical potions! Gosh! those good old days...And then as i was growing up..read all sidney's, some robin cook, some micheal crichton and as far as i remember even the Dan Brown one's......And then i was introduced to this very new concept of vampires! and after that  there was no looking back....i fell in love with two characters! yeah much anticipated: Edward Cullen and Jacob Black! so yeah the list will go on.. as along as i find myself a muse! hehhehehe...Muse! a tricky word indeed! And they say opposites attract...As long as i am alive, this falling in love with the virtual characters will be a continuous process..just like a continuous learner a whole life...so a continuous lover a whole life! Love live and let live! I guess that's the whole funda of living! 
And this unique hunger for art. literature! Comes from my genes...SO if you have to really blame someone! In case you want to! Then blame the genes babe! :D Not really! In my case it just bloomed a little late...And once there orifice has been created, there's no filling up! Thoughts just seem to get electrified!
And currently fir the this particular post...if i say s..what is the whole purpose of scribbling down a post...it's about my new found love...I write so much about love! And they say am just some unconquered soul! What an irony! Never mind! "Chalo jo bhi hua jaane do" :) 
This piece or firework has been running in my head for along time, but gathering all the little scrapes of thoughts isn't that easy..And what motivated me! A new pen! A new letter pad! Gosh! just in the middle of some scientific session i started scribbling down my thoughts! Now i understand why these stationary goods  used to drive my mother crazy! 
And what i noticed is there's a different change in me! I stopped feeding upon novels...I mean how is that even possible for a person who used to indulge herself in reading so much! Oh yeah definitely not the course book! wink wink! 
It' not because i din't want to
It's not because i found a new love
But because it had stopped growing on me!
But the passion of buying books never stopped me! Therefore the spirit is still alive i guess! So after buying and stacking them altogether..one fine day..i was told about a book entitled "Tuesdays with Morrie" by Mitch Albom!...It was a monday..I immediately ordered it via flipkart...and then the very next day...the book came to me on a tuesday! what a coincidence!..it took few days to get into those reading shoes...and i started my book:) Trust me if i look at my genre! this one is completely "hatke" i am not usually into these kinda stuff...It has a peculiar persona about it! Words of a dying man, his life , his pain, his happiness, his loss, and the bond between a student and a teacher...This book reflects a different phase of living with the dead! I don't why i am liking every word of it! Cos the kind of person i am1 even the thought of death sends thrills deep down my spine! I usually avoid such stuff! Things that am afraid of or i don't really connect to, i run away very hard!  That's how i am! But after sniffing on few pages of this book, it gives me complete new strength to fight the invincible death! 
Few lines from the book:
"But there still seemed to be no clear answers. 
Do you take care of others or do you take care of your"inner child"?
Return to traditional values or reject tradition as useless?
Seek success or seek simplicity?
Just say no or just do it?"

Am still reading the book....and till now what i have concluded is...A wonderful book..enlightens your inner self, changes your outlook of life, makes it more meaningful...Or should i say gives a new dimension to your life...and those who have read the book they know it for their own good..and those who have not...guys! grab a copy today! But start reading it on a tuesday..gives you a completely unusual experience...For this post i think i will stop here..cos there are too many"mixed feelings"....And the book review will follow in my next post... till then as i always say! 
I am an unconquered soul!
I am an inevitable life!
I am a free soul!
I am a blind shadow!
Touch me, twist me but never stop me!
"Romancing the shadow! why when how! cos every character has a shadow! "

Your's 
Lost soul!


Tuesday, February 7, 2012

When you are confused whether to be happy or sad about anything! you can just wipe off your confusion by saying these two magical words" MIXED FEELINGS" !

Monday, February 6, 2012

Myth busted

Faux-pas! : Everything lasts forever and ever! 
With days passing by and the sands of time flowing out of the hour glass...Strong becomes the believe that nothing lasts forever!
The fast you realize the better!
And after all of these changing times you ask me to close my eyes, stop my biased process of thoughts and concentrate on just one thing"everything lasts forever"....
How is that even possible!!!  
And they say everything has a particular age, and once you are out of that "particular age"....the bubble bursts! and there you lie life-less, clue-less and i don't know what else!

Saturday, February 4, 2012

So as i say! Let's talk about feelings..just feelings...
You say! so what's the next line...Feelings, more and more of it! Now you are killing me with an over dosage..and no place for logic!!!!! 


Just like i say! If you relate to a story you like it! And if you don't, you won't!