Saturday, March 21, 2015

There are two things that cheers me up- real gooood music and awesome good photographs!

What is it, that you want?

Shit happens!
Years and years of resenting the idea of a perfect man making my not so perfect life perfect, I have finally come to a conclusion- do we actually need a man? Is it that only "the one" makes your life perfect? Is it the person or the idea of a person that you trade for? Why there are so many questions? 
Well I am a asks-a lot of-questions kinda woman...atleast I would like to think so! And I have been told, that I deserve answers.... But then that's a whole different story. Let's not wake the three headed beast...
Yeah where was I? Yeah! Is it important to have a man in your life? I would like to think that all we need is an individual, an actual person....they say men and women balance it...then why  she has to suffer? Why  he has to end up miserable? I can go on and on and on....but my point is, for that matter my question is- is it you or is it me?


I have done a lot of brain storming and in the end I can just say, it all depends on how liberated you are! If you are one, then may be all you need is an individual. If you are not, then you might need a man...and when I say individual it can be man/woman /child. I think we all fall into love and fall out of it.. I have been there... But in the end it all matters is what do you want from your life! Letting go of the 'could've, should've, would've' isn't easy...isn't difficult...sometimes I think I am just enough...sometimes I think I deserve to be happy, that doesn't mean I am unhappy... Nah I am not....whateva! The point is what do you want? What makes you happy will always make you happy no matter how miserable thongs are! Ok! Alright! Those are not thongs! I know I know!... Err correction...how things are....  

No matter what shit happens! You continue to be the same not so dumb-not so wise person. You continue to be the same-  asks-a lot of-questions person! You can take the person out of a person but you can't let the inner child die! It never dies! You shouldn't let it!

Your's
Don't you worry child!
I have got a plan for you!

Thursday, March 19, 2015

Why not

Will it never go?
Will you never leave?
Will you not hide?
Will you not leave me alone?
Will you give me my answer?
Why will you not?


Will you stay?
Will you wake up?
Will you show up?
Will you be there, when I need you?
Will you acknowledge?
Will you?

Just when I feel I am clear, that blank space appears from nowhere!!

Your's
The only truth I know of, is you
The only truth I know is, you will never leave me
The only truth I know is, you will never keep me
The only truth I know is, I am haunted by my own thoughts!