All about love???!!!! ;p

Its been a busy day...too much to do..but i think i can find sometime for blogging..its been days i v'nt written nething... in the mornin i was juz goin through the toi an o course was listening to music , suddenly my colleague came near me..she was like hey chek out there's a grt article about RELATIONSHIPS  somewhere.i was goin  through........ really gud...its something about love an lust..at some point of time how people get confused  whether its love or lust..an some or other friendship comes along wid all dese...i have seen some of my close fren's going throught bad relationships..an one after being in  a long term relationship one fine day  d guy comes along an tells her i don wanna marry  you..as in its not u..its me...i juz wanna stay alone all my lyf..can you just believe tat?  its really so heart breaking to hear all dese an even worse wen u knw u cant do nethin bout it rather dan watching the person getting destroyed...i have  been through all dese earlier an i just HATE dis feeling....


An today i came across this airtcle where dey say " LOVE isn an immediate feeling..It grows over tym.Love is more akin to frienship than to coupling...Love in the desire to exend yourself-at watevr personal cost- for the purpose of nurturing the growth and furtheing the dreams of another individual. Love is effortful ;it grows slowly....Lov is not about "me" - What i can have? - it's about "you" - what i can do to make your lyf richer ? 

arent all dese words just lovely...


Being happy an making other's life beautiful wid yr love is wot after all matters....;)




Happiness, satisfaction, contentment - call it what you will - isn something you ll find "out there" ..Instead , it's something what you 'll create when you decide to work what you already have .
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You and me

You never asked me
I never told you
Though I have tried countless times to pour in my heart
Whether it’s the second thought or it’s because am scared
I don know or may b I don want to
Sometimes I wonder what is it tat forbids me from doing so
Doing the thing I want to
Saying the words I want to


Why is it so intricate to pour in my thoughts
It was never before or was it always
Or is it because I have transformed into a different kind
Still I wonder why am not able to
Though I have always thought of this
Every time of the day, every time of the night
I have always thought of those clandestine
One day ll be spoken of
But when how and sometimes I wonder is it actually so necessary
To spell those unspoken words


Every time this humanly expectations kill me
Leave my soul wounded
Leave me drained
I have endeavored a lot not let this grief take over my mind and soul
But alas! I must say am a human being after all


Emotions always take over me
No matter how hurt I am
No matter how many nights I have wept over my pillow
It’s the same old feeling tat always takes over
Sometimes I hate myself for this selfless love I have for you


I have always wanted to be close to you
Close to your thoughts, your dreams
I have always been, in a way
For months for years
Suddenly one fine day you make me realize
That invading your thoughts isn't the right thing
Not just because you don’t want me to but because I am not supposed to
Because you don’t belong to me
I don’t belong to you, I belong to someone else


Whenever or whatever means I have tried to be apart from you
Why even today, the broken link is so strong
That it doesn’t need to be mended
Doesn’t need to be fixed
Or may be this link was never broken
It’s always been the same
Only the passing days have molded it
I am yet to discover the truth


Newfangled “me” leaves you wondered
You still want to search the old ‘me” in me
You still hope things ll be back to normal


Sometimes it’s me that you think is
Some unsolved mystery
Some impossible creature
But all these is only because of you


There are times eyes have spoken
Intuitions have spoken
Silence has spoken
Dreams have spoken
Thoughts have spoken
But some time it becomes necessary to spell your voice
Voice I have been dying to hear since long
Voice I have missed a lot
Voice that I want to bother about me
Ask me why the way I am, the way I am


May be someday you ll want my words to fly away
To touch your heart and soul
Let you feel the warmth of it


Or may be someday you ll not bother to listen to those words
The love that holds us together ll fade away
But I still hope that everything comes back as it was


Hope is the only thing that keeps me alive
And you ll never leave me alone is my faith..…….

when you walked into my life

You walked into my life

Like all others doYou walked into my life

Like all others do

They just pass-by

But you tress passed

No one has ever imprinted on me this way

The way you wake my senses

I have never been so much aware of anything else

Still i wonder why you the astonishing piece of creation

Have so much impact on me

It just leaves me withered

Though the thing we have is strong

That it beholds us together

I love being soaked in your thoughts

Time has passed away

Though i have been hurt sometimes

Still its my continuous desire to keep us alive

Though i have tried thousand times to keep myself completely shut

 And i have been living every minute of it with a triumph

May b i have overcome the feeling

But as soon as you stepped back into my life

I just seemed to open up

Now i feel that may be shutting you completely has been an illusion

Cause things have changed only once

An that is the very first time when u walked into my life

After that it has just stopped there

Leaving me all alone

standing in that very corner

longing for you

I am the one who says move on in life

But now at this moment  i feel you have travelled a long way

Leaving me behind there at the same palce

Longing for you for your love .

May be an insight of falling back into love

Way back into love

You say i don’t love you

You say i don care for you

You say i don’t spend with you

You say i don’t share your heated passion

You say i don’t hit the mark with your expectations

You say i don’t cherish the moment when we are bonded in eachother’s arm

 You say i have lost my dedication towards us

And you say the telepathy that we used to share

Seems to have just vanished away

But have you ever

Have you ever

Even once given a light thought

About how i feel

When i want to say i love you from the bottom of my heart

You are never there

When i want to say i care for you

You are never there

When i want to caress you

You are never there

When i say i want to spend some time together

You say i am just being silly

When i want to cry out loud

You dismiss me saying ah! gal grow up!!!!

 But atleast even once have you

Have you ever

Thought of me the way

I want you to

How do i make you aware of my love

Oh ! baby

You are my  sun

You are my moon

You are my dream

You are my soul

You are my song that i would like to sing about

You are my lyrics that i would like to pen down

You are my rhythm that i would like to tune in for all my life

You are always the one i love

You are always the one i want for life

You are always mine forever n ever........