You never asked me
I never told you
Though I have tried countless times to pour in my heart
Whether it’s the second thought or it’s because am scared
I don know or may b I don want to
Sometimes I wonder what is it tat forbids me from doing so
Doing the thing I want to
Saying the words I want to
Why is it so intricate to pour in my thoughts
It was never before or was it always
Or is it because I have transformed into a different kind
Still I wonder why am not able to
Though I have always thought of this
Every time of the day, every time of the night
I have always thought of those clandestine
One day ll be spoken of
But when how and sometimes I wonder is it actually so necessary
To spell those unspoken words
Every time this humanly expectations kill me
Leave my soul wounded
Leave me drained
I have endeavored a lot not let this grief take over my mind and soul
But alas! I must say am a human being after all
Emotions always take over me
No matter how hurt I am
No matter how many nights I have wept over my pillow
It’s the same old feeling tat always takes over
Sometimes I hate myself for this selfless love I have for you
I have always wanted to be close to you
Close to your thoughts, your dreams
I have always been, in a way
For months for years
Suddenly one fine day you make me realize
That invading your thoughts isn't the right thing
Not just because you don’t want me to but because I am not supposed to
Because you don’t belong to me
I don’t belong to you, I belong to someone else
Whenever or whatever means I have tried to be apart from you
Why even today, the broken link is so strong
That it doesn’t need to be mended
Doesn’t need to be fixed
Or may be this link was never broken
It’s always been the same
Only the passing days have molded it
I am yet to discover the truth
Newfangled “me” leaves you wondered
You still want to search the old ‘me” in me
You still hope things ll be back to normal
Sometimes it’s me that you think is
Some unsolved mystery
Some impossible creature
But all these is only because of you
There are times eyes have spoken
Intuitions have spoken
Silence has spoken
Dreams have spoken
Thoughts have spoken
But some time it becomes necessary to spell your voice
Voice I have been dying to hear since long
Voice I have missed a lot
Voice that I want to bother about me
Ask me why the way I am, the way I am
May be someday you ll want my words to fly away
To touch your heart and soul
Let you feel the warmth of it
Or may be someday you ll not bother to listen to those words
The love that holds us together ll fade away
But I still hope that everything comes back as it was
Hope is the only thing that keeps me alive
And you ll never leave me alone is my faith..…….
I never told you
Though I have tried countless times to pour in my heart
Whether it’s the second thought or it’s because am scared
I don know or may b I don want to
Sometimes I wonder what is it tat forbids me from doing so
Doing the thing I want to
Saying the words I want to
Why is it so intricate to pour in my thoughts
It was never before or was it always
Or is it because I have transformed into a different kind
Still I wonder why am not able to
Though I have always thought of this
Every time of the day, every time of the night
I have always thought of those clandestine
One day ll be spoken of
But when how and sometimes I wonder is it actually so necessary
To spell those unspoken words
Every time this humanly expectations kill me
Leave my soul wounded
Leave me drained
I have endeavored a lot not let this grief take over my mind and soul
But alas! I must say am a human being after all
Emotions always take over me
No matter how hurt I am
No matter how many nights I have wept over my pillow
It’s the same old feeling tat always takes over
Sometimes I hate myself for this selfless love I have for you
I have always wanted to be close to you
Close to your thoughts, your dreams
I have always been, in a way
For months for years
Suddenly one fine day you make me realize
That invading your thoughts isn't the right thing
Not just because you don’t want me to but because I am not supposed to
Because you don’t belong to me
I don’t belong to you, I belong to someone else
Whenever or whatever means I have tried to be apart from you
Why even today, the broken link is so strong
That it doesn’t need to be mended
Doesn’t need to be fixed
Or may be this link was never broken
It’s always been the same
Only the passing days have molded it
I am yet to discover the truth
Newfangled “me” leaves you wondered
You still want to search the old ‘me” in me
You still hope things ll be back to normal
Sometimes it’s me that you think is
Some unsolved mystery
Some impossible creature
But all these is only because of you
There are times eyes have spoken
Intuitions have spoken
Silence has spoken
Dreams have spoken
Thoughts have spoken
But some time it becomes necessary to spell your voice
Voice I have been dying to hear since long
Voice I have missed a lot
Voice that I want to bother about me
Ask me why the way I am, the way I am
May be someday you ll want my words to fly away
To touch your heart and soul
Let you feel the warmth of it
Or may be someday you ll not bother to listen to those words
The love that holds us together ll fade away
But I still hope that everything comes back as it was
Hope is the only thing that keeps me alive
And you ll never leave me alone is my faith..…….
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