Sometimes all you can do is, ignore things, ignore people, ignore their behaviour & ignore everything that sets you off.

At least I am trying to
At least I am learning to
At least I know I am!

Yours
Ignorance keeps my neuropathic nerve without getting on my nerve

Dear reader from Germany,

Thanks for being a regular. 

Regards
Devasrita

Until then

The day you realise, everyone is different
You become wiser

The day you realise, you are different
You rest in peace

The day you realise, you can't expect the whole world to dance to your music
You become smooth

The day you realise, society will always drag you down
You sulk less

The day you you realise, everybody lies
You become a skeptic

The day you realise, you can't have it all
You learn to grow from the ashes

The day you realise, you have you priotize
You become decisive

The day you realise, you have to let go
You start breathing again


Until then, run after the restless mind
Until then, never say never again
Until then, chase peace
Until then my friend
Until then!

I wish I could take back my love

I wish I could give it to somebody else

I wish I could just pass it on to the one who deserves

But how do you know?

But how do you find the one?

But the one who deserves & the one who is destined to! Aren't they different?

Well, are they ?

Definitely they are!

I ain't that lucky!

Can be 

Cannot be

May be 

May not be

I believe & I live in the afterglow of my troubled soul and restless mind!

Yours
A girl is no one
A girl remembers
For the night is dark and winter has begun


# Oh so much for the love of game of thrones

I often ask myself this question- How many writings it will take to flush you out of the system?

Then there's a pause. As skeptical as ever, my restless minds smirks at me!

And then there is that! You can overcome your mind!

I will! I need to!

Yours
Don't dance like nobody is watching, because they are!
Dance like you are making love!

Setting fire to the rain

Sometimes you have to do things, which is way out of your league
Sometimes you have to do things, which you probably shouldn't
Sometimes you have to do things, which is forbidden

And sometimes to need to do things, to calm your restless mind!

But what if it is wrong!

We are free to commit our own set of mistakes!

I know I am!

Yours
There a side to me, you never knew
I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour
Let it burn my skin while I cried

Silence, that eats you up

When there is too much silence in the room, my brain cries out loud!
Stop the mental assault!
Sometimes it resolves the conflicts!
Sometimes it creates them!

Sometimes I thank my brain for crying out loud
Sometimes I curse it

As long as and as far as I hear my own thoughts, its tangible!
The moment I start to hear someone else's thought
It drives me crazy!


And you fool!
You thought, hearing thoughts is such a cool thing!

# Exam invigilation # pin drop silence

Yours
Preoccupied mind pretends to be free

Still my you

Why do you have to come back?
Why can't you take a flight?

Why do I stalk you?
Why can't I delete you?

Why do I have to spend my time staring at the letters?
Why can't I just dispose them?

Why do I even think of you?
Why can't I get over you?

Why are you still my "you"?
Why can't you be my "oh him"?

Why do I let my thoughts linger?
Why can't I cut out the piece?

Why do I still repeat the conversations?
Why can't I erase them?

Why do I still wait to hear your voice?
Why can't I let go of that hope?

Why is it the way it is?

And you said so yourself, get over me!
And you said so yourself!
And you said so yourself!

Yours
Why can't I take back my love
Why can't I be a less consumed

They say, gravity keeps your head straight!
Gravity holds you together!
Gravity drags you down!
Gravity keep your senses where they should be!

What if, you are my gravity!

Gravity brings me down!

Gravity, stay the hell away from me!

Yours

John Mayer's Gravity triggers the faulty switch

Always! Always a you!

Yes! I write often!
Yes! I can write very often!
I write to fill my void!
I write to pull out the me from inside of me!
I write to rest my demons!
I write to wake my inner peace!

One moment I am at rest
The other moment I am restless!

You drag me down!
You scratch the wrong memories!
You wound the dying heart!
You kill me over and over again!

Someone once told me, going back to old memories always keeps you healthy!
Its a reminder of what and how you have become this cold!

I had just dismissed the thought then!

Now I swear by it!

But how long can you hold on to the past, to move on?
Well there goes another question! As always, this continuous pondering over something so fragile breaks the little you into million pieces every time!

Why is it always,  you wanted!
Why is it always,  you said!
Why is it always,  you swallowed your anger!
Why is it always, you let it bleed!
Why is it always, you! 
You is very much me!
I wanted. I said. I strangled. I suffered. I laughed. I angered. I calmed. 
Its always me!
Am I so intimidating?
Well.... My mind definitely is intimidating to my soul!

What can I say! I am the way I am!

Yours
"You wanted it to rise up to the next level"

What about you?