And it's you my love!

Why do you always have to love the wrong person!
Why do you always have to the trust the wrong person!

And they say leave it free!
If it's your's and if it's true! 
It will come back to you!

It's never like this!
If it's your's, say it!
Confess it before someone else grabs it!

And what if you let it go!
And it's true! 
And it never comes back!
Rather it takes a small diversion!
So does it indicate it was not true love?
Eh! As if i know! 
I write what i know of!
I speak what i think of!
I think what i assume of!

Errr! With all of this tides of emotions taking diversions after diversions, let me tell you something!
There is something called love. If you believe in it it comes to you, and if you don't it won't!
And it happens, just happens like that...Not once but even twice! God gives us many chances, it's just us! We have to identify it and make a story! A beautiful one! :) 
And if you ask the author about it! ha ha! She believes in birth and re-birth!

Cause you are living and you are dead the same very moment as i speak to you!

Signing off with lots of love
"Love-struck"

Assassinated emotion!

You are born!They choose a life for you!

You walk! They choose a path for you!

You run! They build a road for you!

You stop! They ask you why!

You take a turn! 

You innovate a new road! A new destination!

And you decide to run! Never to quit!

You seek the truth! You run behind it!

You hold it in your hands and then suddenly let it go!

You see the light! You grab it!

You keep it safe and then you bring back darkness!

You see the happiness! You hold on to it!

You treasure it and then you release it thinking it will come back!

And for a while it leaves you with a heavy heart! 

And as always to don't open up, you bury it or rather try to!

It multiplies within you! And you realize it with each breathe you take!

You cry

You struggle

You drink it through your heart

You smoke it through your mind

You shut your thoughts!

But in vain you know you are a human!

It bites you! cuts you! Hurts you till you are broken into small little pieces!

And then it acidifies you! 

You escape! You think you win!

And again it comes back! 

As always as you have loved it! 

You become blind! You forgive and forget!

And then again it leaves you!

But you know what is constant!

The feeling of completeness!

The feeling of wholeness!

The feeling of emptiness!

The feeling of loneliness! 

Ego consumes you!

You are a woman!

A strong woman!

You manage or atleast learn to!

You live, you change!

And when you realize you can't handle it anymore!

You run hard! and ever since then you hide!

But there are good times also!

Cause pain and pleasure are two faces of a emotion!

There is pain, that is why you know what gives you pleasure!

There is pleasure and that is why you know what pain is!

Even i am a human!

When i cry, you say ah! you cute little sentimental fool!

When i laugh, you say eh! so much of happiness!

When i shout, you say hawt! So much of anger!

When i run, you say escapist! So much to hide from!

When i love, you say it's an illusion! So much to vouch for! 

When i shut myself, you say huh desert! are you dead!

And you say, bind yourself!

And you say, open your mind!

And you say, talk to me!

And you say, love me!

And you say, you are a free bird!

It's always been about you!

You!

Your wish!

Your anger!

Your words and your death sentences!

But in the end! When i look at myself!

Am afraid! Afraid of loosing you!

Am empty! Emptiness is killing me!

I like the calm! I hate the crowd!

I love the silence and i disapprove of noise!

I don't know what i am gonna do to myself! But i definitely know what time is!

It teaches you some great things that no one tells you!

And one day when everything goes the mars way! 

Either i will be rescued or i will die!

Your's 

Night wanderer!