If you like to be heard, just speak out LOUD! ;)


Cos no one is Edward Cullen, that they will hear your thoughts!

When i was a kid, i used to just count the days when i will be an adult...Now that i am an adult i have started to miss those days... 


After a wonderful weekend with family, 'HE' posted a snap in fb! As always with all that curiosity i went on clicking! What was little disappointing was the number of snaps! Only three but they were amazing ones, which made up for all that disappointment..
Among the three, there was this one snap, that blew me off completely...Usually when i see something like this, i just think how amazing the photographer is!
Whether it's the photograph or the tone of the pic!
 Nah! it's the people in that particular pic..The happiness, the contentment, the love...I felt i was a kid again...


Special thanks to "HE" for capturing the right emotion in a perfect pic :)

Make me human just once!

Robot: Make me human again!
           Just grant me one wish!
           Make me human again!


Feeling great, smiles all over those velvety lips and those sparkling eyes! That's definitely happiness!
Feeling low, little numb, stagnant, dormant and of course the urge to be left all alone! That's sadness urf depression!
Worried expressions, wrinkle baked forehead, freckled skin! That's tension!
Urge to break-free, run-away and a desire to fly high! That's freedom!
Throbbing headache, destruction, intense fire burning within you! That's anger!
Possessiveness, togetherness,  closeness, safe, completeness, care! That's love!
Respect, care, That's admiration!
Sweetness, cuddle, smoothness! That's adoration!
Eyes, infant, sugar-coated speech! That's innocence!


Robot is a machine, he longs for these lil emotions whereas we humans possess these charismatic mysteries! Neither we treasure them nor we control them..That's why we are slave to our emotions... 
And if you control these then either u r super human or u r naive! 
Who cares anyway!
We are normal beings! Otherwise we would have been saints!
Ah! Did i just say saint! omg!
They are highly respectable people. So, leave them alone in the midst of supreme intelligence and spirituality!
We are normal people leading a normal life.
What exactly i wanna say is: treasure life,  welcome it in whichever way it comes rolling on you!
Cos in every sadness there is happiness!
In every struggle there is satisfaction!
Live life to the fullest
Break free!


 With Loads of love
"The as usual human"

And here i lie down on the wet earth awaiting your presence
so that you come and lift me in your feather soft palm 
so that you shower your love on lonely me


And there i lie down on the wet earth
so that you come and protect me against those dirty prints
so that you come and shower your cleanliness over yellow me


And here i lie down on the wet earth
so that you come and take me away to that secret place
so that you come and shower the liveliness of life


And there i lie down on the wet earth
so that you come and rescue disabled me
so that you come and shower hope on me


And still i lie there on the wet earth
Yearning for those green days
When i was a green leaf
When i danced with the music of wind
When i sang with the rain-drop


But right here, right now
I am disabled again
Lying on the wet earth
Crying with the rain


I wish i could go back to that green branch and be green again.....


 Your's 
Green-yellow leaf!

Kuch boond meri kalam se

Aaj achanak se is dil ne ek haseen pal dekha
Woh haseen pal jo sadiyoon se pinjre mein kaiid the


Kahin door ek ankhahi ansooni gunzaish ne akar liya
Usne ek adbhoot diwaar fandene ki koshish ki


Bolo bhala aisa kahin hota hai kya


Aapki ankhen kuch
Aur dil kuch
Sapne dekhte hain


Bolo bhala aisa kahin hota hai kya


Aapki kalam kuch
Aur maan kuch
Likhte chale jate hain


Lekin huzure-ala!
Aisa bhi hota hai
Ya fir aisa kahein 
Aisa hi hota hai


Socha tha ki 
Aaj kuch aisa bayan karenge
Aap bhi us mein kahin gum ho jayenge
Lekin is jhojhti hui kashish ne ek aisi karwat li
Hum kahin ekdum se kho gaye


Woh band pinjerika ke khwab wahin ke wahin reh gaye
Aur hum kahin aur ud gaye


Bolo Bhala!!

On a drenched evening

Water pouring outside my window 
A smooth duet into my ears
A lonely diary
A red pen
A mug full of coffee
A new thought
A faint smell of wet earth
A sight of greens
A sound of buzzing bug
A dream of vivid ideas


What else can be more alluring!!
Such  a fantastic rainy evening !

Ageless emotions!

Yet again i look at you
Yet again i think of you
Yet again i miss you


You are my angel
You are my first love
You are my life


Yet again i look at you
Yet again i think of you
Yet again i miss you


I am physically away
I am mentally near you


You are still the very same
You are still my darling
You are still the same worried soul

Yet again i look at you

Yet again i think of you

Yet again i miss you

Nothing has changed from my day one of visit to this earth till these years of my existence..Only the outwitting time has been running fast and furious. 

Half way dedicated to motherly love!

Sometimes thoughts just run away before they come into existence and i hate that...It comes to you, knocks your door and before you could open the door to welcome it, it just vanishes away !! And never ever it comes back to visit you..... 

Again an abandoned thought!!

What is this all about?

Thread!!

What does it do?

Sew parts by parts together into one single string..

Even old folk tales say so!

A strong perfect thread and everything in place, but sometimes even the technique matters...

That's why they usually bother so much when someone brand new life enters the much-preserved-with care entity. 

It's always the strong thread, that holds on so firmly but what if! What if the thread has aged! What if it has become fragile!

In such a delicate situation, the string of bonds may become weak, may even break!

Whom to blame then?? The thread or the aging time?? Or the new virus in your entity or the old mutated bacteriophage!

There can be situation when this thread attracts other beads with that supreme force of magnetism just to form a round vicious circle! And when i say vicious, that definitely means something... 

And once all the beads are paired up, just that particular moment the thread acts fragile..

Bhroom!!!! everything breaks up! And that particular bead who got dragged with magnetic force is left all alone by itself loitering in the fluidity of existence...

Yes you my friend 

You are like that piece of thread

You are that fibrin glue

You are that enzyme sealing the nicked strands of DNA

You are that plasticin

You are physics

You are chemistry

Yes you my friend 

You are like that piece of thread!

Signing off

" The awkward lines"

Astonishment studded "YOU"

You astonish me


One moment you are ice
The other moment you are fire


One moment you are as raw as a volcano
The other moment you are as calm as a placid lake


Yet again you astonish me


One moment you are a whirling tornado
The other moment you are that old, comfortable breeze


One moment you are the master
The other moment you are the learner


Yet again you astonish me


One moment you are Budhha
The other moment you are Shaitan


One moment you are black
The other moment you are white


One moment you are green
The other moment you are yellow


Yet again you astonish me


I know i haven't seen enough of you
I know you are like the seven shades of a rainbow


One moment i hate you
The other moment i love you


One moment you annoy me
The other moment you become my adoration


Yet again you astonish me!!

Your's 
Astonished !