Thursday, December 27, 2012

Even i have had enough of you!
Once upon a time you were the gleam of my eye!
But now you are that piece of my heart which i have already donated to someone else :P

If you think what we have is just perfect, then why call it a adjustment when it can be much more than that?
When you know where to reach me, then why accuse me or even ask lame baseless questions!

Friday, December 21, 2012

What if the world ended today! Dec 21st, 2012

Yipee! DECEMBER THE 21ST!

Hallelujah! And we are all alive!
This is the beginning of a new era! The "Mayans" almost killed us today! But we, the complicated human race survives! 
But what if it was my last day on earth, for that matter in my very own body!
What i would have done? And as far as this particular post is concerned, it is drafted the night before! But due to some personal reasons it is going to enter the world on Dec the 21st, 2012.
It definitely calls for a reunion of memories and thanks giving.
When i look back into those years of my precious life rather months, hours and even the seconds. There is just one thing that comes to my mind-and that is life surprises me! 
Days have been fun-filled, freaking awesome.
Days have been disgusting, incredibly sad.
But everyone get to live their good ones accompanied by their bad ones.
So be it for the good or the bad, hallelujah! 

And running all through these tremendous long years, i have met so many of you! In every you, there is "yes you"! With every new step forward towards the black hole, i learn i gain i capture and i gather. 
Every one of you, have given me memories!
Memories! Some of it i still remember and will always! Cos those belong to the treasure bag!
Some of it i forget, cos they were destined to! 
Some of it i pretend to forget, cos the reasons are translucent!
Some of it, the special ones i hide in a closet, inside a pensieve!
Some scrambled ones i cherish!

So when i or if i come down to your level or if i speak of my travel through each one of you, in simple words it is mind-boggling!
You have made me the person i am today!
For good and for the worse!
In sickness and in health! 
In love and in compassion!
In tears and in pain!
In anger and in ego!
In passion and in madness!

You have shown me the path of the river! That never stops, that never gives up! That moves on and that conquers!

So, I - the mirror of mankind, hereby make my confessions! Confessions of a thought! A long lost one! A new born! Once which also lived in some one else's mind!

I, by the rules of Aphrodite, confess that i am in love!

I, by the rules of a beautiful family, confess that without i would have perished deep down into the black hole.

I, by the green rules of nature, confess that that i would not have been alive if mother earth have not been so kind.

I, by the strong rules of friendship, confess that without you all, i would have been a nobody.

I, by the golden rules of trust and faith confess that, you made my life a lot more meaningful.

I, by the vast rules of the universe, thank you all.

All! if a i start defining "all" then this post will never touch the finish line!

But i will definitely thank the elements of my life:

The White and Red Pillars!

The Open-gate and the Fence!

The Water and Fish!

The Wind!

The Sea!

The Bridge!

The Group!

The Old Wine!

And " The madness that drives me crazy, when you say nothing at all"

Your's
Lonely Thursday night!

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

A QUEST: Whether to hold back or to throw up!


What happens when you are holding back way too much!!!!

1. Of course you loose your sanity!

2. Definitely you end up fighting with your heart, conclusion: peace is gone forever n ever 
     (forever n ever! well that was just to give you that fairy tale feeeeellll! Actually 
      speaking! Everything ends eventually :P)

3. Yeah! Bicharey tear glands! They are hyper stimulated!

4. Mind drifts away! Away where??? just away and far away!

5. Thoughts suffer severe blockade! 

6. You listen to loud music errr! atleast some call it that ( rock lovers! you know what it 
     means!)

7. Eh! you burrrn! and like Rihanna says! Just gonna stand there, watch meeee! BURN!   
     (from with in and something else also ;) )

8. You find absolute NIRVANA(pun-intended) in abandoned places! That is indirectly 
     proportional to the fact that it was the crowd, that you used to love earlier!

9. And they you drown! Not that drowning in the water or for that matter not even \   
     bathtub! Drown in the colorless fluid!

10. You become touchyyy! Which is itchyyyyy and bitchyyyyy!

11. Ah! And this one is quite a dangerous one! You stop socializing! You stop talking to 
      people! 

12. You run! Not physically but mentally!

13. And sabse important baat! Please pay attention!!!Well you get the opportunity to chit-

       chat with them! Well how??? Well for that you have to shift into a more convenient 
       mode! So your thoughts are open to any sort of ideas! ;)

Yeah! The ghosts! The spirits! Well in this case "the good ones" (not angels or for that matter not even guardian angels), and how they get to play a part in this whole emo----ish stuff!

( Disclaimer: The above mentioned facts are strictly based on real life and reel life experiences!) Has been featured in movies!

And as the intellectuals say" If you hold back too much- anger, insult, frustration, hatred, guilt and even happiness, love. You loose everything! You peace, your health and even wealth! So, spill it but at the same time you make sure no one is hurt! ( well contradicting my own rules! if you don't want to hurt anyone, then you hurt yourself)

So, now you know what to hold back and what to throw up!

And like i always say! Talking is easy! Even listening also! But practicing them! Way too difficult! But then who wants to be a saint! 

Your's
Secret Center 

Sunday, December 16, 2012

U know it!
Cos u want to!
Cos u acquire it!
Cos u trust your intuitions!

U don't know!
Cos u don't want to!
You ignore!
Cos u restrict your mind!

"Mamamiya kero kero kero mama kero
Duniya bura mane to goli maro"