Tos-ka!

If only I could, clear searches

For particular events!

For specific people!

For certain memories!

For the pain!

For the anguish!

For the things I lost in rage!

For the the moments I made up in my mind!

For you!

For me!

Yours
A longing with nothing to long for

Let go of letting go!

Do you get suffocated, when you see too much of people?

Do you need a time-out, when it all becomes too methodical?

Do you always work on an escape plan, when it all becomes too rhetorical?

Do you always want a free part of you, when you are surrounded by the world?

How do I fit in, when I have these breaking thoughts?

How do I transform into something I am not?

How do I let go of letting go?

How do I pull you closer and how do I push you away!!


Wish it was easier to just let people know, I can't see so much of them!
Or is it??
As always I wonder about a lot of things!

Yours
Don't run from me river
River why do you fall
You can play it cool
Cause when you are in love, you don't mind a different view