Alone or lonely !! Whatever!!

I am a big fan of movies!! Earlier it was only hindi movies but as i grew up the taste in movies of course got changed!! And till now i don know how many i have watched but definitely once you start watching these holly wood movies, you never seem to turn back to bollwood...Cos in our bollywood it's always a happy-happy ending!! And trust me every living being in this earth wants a happy ending!! I guess sometimes watching that fantasy, we try to picture ourselves in that "perfect picture"!!

What i meant to put forth is that in movies when they show something devastating happens!! Comes the next dialogue" Leave me alone"!! And i so love this dialogue!!! to make an impact factor on the listener, it is spilled with an angry-teary eyed kinda expression..That was of course a reel life situation.

When it comes to real-life situations , we definitely need some time alone!! May be to think, to make the right decisions, mental piece or may be to plan for future or something like that!! The reason for being alone is not immaterial after all!! Everyone needs some time alone, but no one wants to be lonely..

Now what is this alone or lonely!! What difference does these words make?? They are kinda two similar meaning words...Even if we use any one of them, what difference does it make anyway!!

 But when i look at it, i find the difference..

I enjoy being alone , but hate being lonely..

I don't know why i am writing this piece of thought!! Even it is relevant or irrelevant!! I dont know what rules apply to such a weirdo thought!! But as i always say, the mind rules the brain!! And there are thousand of dormant thoughts that cross the mind, only few get a chance to fertilize. So i guess this one among them..

There are different ways of abstinence from that daily-routine, taking some time off to just lie down and relax..May be some good music, a good novel or may be some a good movie..

When you just lie down with that good playing list playing on the i-pod!! Ah!! it gives an immense satisfaction, a contentment, peace flowing through your nerves..

But nothing can beat this, sitting all alone by yourself, with a hot steaming cup of coffee enjoying the time...

I have seen people do this, earlier when i was a kid i really used to wonder how this "leave me alone" stuff helps ..Cos what i knew was, when if you are sad or something bothers you, you just speak about that to someone close to you. And the next moment you feel so relaxed.But as you grow up situations change, thoughts change, and that some close changes..

So do spend sometime alone...Who knows you might find answers to some unsolved mysteries :)

Mind blues!!!

‎"Why do you have to gimme an excuse every time, i ask you the reason for your ignorance???? But you know what!!! With these series of excuses made by you, you actually forget the primary excuse for the same old damn thing!!" 


And you turn out to blabber almost everything that is irrelevant!! And you don't even realise that??
 Or do you actually realise and ignore it??  Sometimes i seriously wonder!!


You amuse me!!!   The moment i feel i completely understand you, you do something so reckless that these  positive clouds surrounding my big fat head starts to fly away by the wind!!


People say you say you should never judge anyone when they are in some kind of crisis or something like that! But what if that "anyone" have been doing the same annoying thing before the crisis!! what will you do in such case??


I don't know about others but this whole thing irks me a lot!! May be it's just that i am girl or may be i am a leo, so the whole ignorance stuff doesn fit in well!!! 


But there are wonderful people still left in this world!!! They love you to such an extent that they forget everything!! But i am not that wonderful!!! Neither am some angel!! Nor i can ignore!


Or may be i am just bad at ignoring stuff, people and places!!  But that is a different issue!!




This is what the author's friend told to the author!!!  An i the author , is just sharing a piece of it!!






But when you put something like this as your facebook status!! People get amazed!! i guess!! 
Even i was shocked the kind of response this got!! I was touched !!


This might be some piece of junk or may be some piece of "bakwas"!! But then who wants to be "sane"




"Being insane is so easy these days, that i don't want to put that extra effort to portray my mind as the ultimate place of sanity" 




After all this is my blog
My place of Insanity
My rules
My altered ego




Signing off
"The Author"   

Not everything is PICTURABLE!!!

Let me start this post with some famous quotes, you know why??? Cos quotes add an extra butter to that dull, dry piece of  bread  i guess!!

Some famous being on this planet said these things:

A memory is what is left when something happens and does not completely unhappen.  ~Edward de Bono


Every man's memory is his private literature.  ~Aldous Huxley


This one is of course one of my personal favourite :) :)


Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose.  ~From the television show The Wonder Years




Well i guess that's enough of "world famous quotes"...But the fact is i don't know whether they are world famous or not but i would say they are famous in google though ;)


So what do we do when we want to capture a moment( of course happy one's)???  Is that even a question!! Damn yes we take a snap!! And with all these smart gadgets coming up in the streets, this task has become an easier one than it was a decade ago!! I still remember the old days( Not that old though ;) ) when i had to wait a week or so for the snaps to come up!!!  Sometimes the wait was worth and sometimes depressing :( do you know why?? Cos sometimes even the camera doesn't obey his MASTER of the moment!! 




Let's see ...hmmm.. hmmmm..


What if you fall in love with a smell( be it a perfume, or food or even the smell of wet earth) !!
Can you capture it?? Nope!! 
What if fall in love with someone's thinking !!
Can you capture it?? Nope!!
What if you fall in love with the cool, soothing, pleasant breeze!!
Can you capture it?? Nope!! But you can feel the breeze, touching your skin, blowing you hair off your beautiful face!!
What if you fall in love with a place??
Can you capture that?? Yes!! But only the beauty of the place not your love for the place!!




God has made the earth such a beautiful place to live in that every moment you tend to fall in love with something or someone!!!  It's not only you tend to fall but you do!!! Errr....Little modification!!! I do!


That's why i guess GOD has impregnated our tiny little brain with a memory wardrobe!!


Well of course every single soul in this living planet wants to!! Oh!! no no no!! They try by all possible means that they remember only the happy memories!!
But what to say, this is all "Bhagwan ki maya"!!!  If he has blessed us with such a wonderful gift, then there will be some nasty part to it!! Everything has!! After all it's universal law!! 




Good-Bad
Angel-Devil
Yin-Yan
Positive-Negative
White-Black
Peace-War
Water-Fire


So guess that's the way it is "designed" this way by the superior being(GOD)!! 

And when i say memories, that means they are things that had already happened somewhere in the past..

If it's a good one, it's always treasured and remembered. Sometimes you feel as if could just turn back the time and freeze that very moment then and there!! But such things never happen in the real world...Well not even in the virtual world :) :)  ( There's an exception but and do you know what is that!! Dumbledore's pensieves!!)




I guess that's how a child learns and becomes a teenager-an adult- an older being!




And it is all because of this memory thing, we enjoy every moment of our life....Just imagine what if everything is new, happening for the first time!! My gawd! that's so difficult to deal with! So difficult to survive in this world!! We would have been  like those sci-fi  "movie-zombies"!!  


Let's deal with the bitter truth!! It's like the bitter yet sweet- dark chocolate!! What about  "Bad memories" ???  Don't you think it should take a backseat in our memory's pandora box!! 
But it's kind of blessings in disguise!! These are the things that help us to learn, to move forward in life...And due to this particular thing we don't repeat our mistakes!! 


But there are certain things that all of us forget some or the other time!! You know why this happens??? I think may it's just that we don't pay much attention to certain things....Because we think they are either silly or we are just too busy to listen! :)




Memories are like an alive diary, walking all the way with us where ever we go!! 


"Tu jahan jahan chalega, mera saaya saath hoga"




And you say you are ALONE!!!




Memories: Treasure them
                     Love them
                     Hate them
                     But never forget them!! But you can't!! Cos after all  you are human!! :)

Nice people do exist!!

 Early morning with a nice cool, pleasant weather, waking up from sleep is always an issue...But then you have to WORK!!! And earn a living!! Ah! that did sound like a mature piece of thought! :) ;)

So, finishing up the daily chores i finally started my 5 mins walk to the near by auto stand..Still on my lane (though it isn't my lane, it's just tat i live there) walking towards my destination, i spotted an empty auto..( and back of mind somewhere i was happy to escape that 5 mins walk). I just waved my hand,  hoping  that errr!!!  he will stop!! But of course this is Manipal!!  They don't STOP!! They CHASE!! and what not!! And in case or by chance these "auto-walla's" stop, they will be miles away from you.

 And according to 'RULES' i was damn sure he was not going stop...So i was kinda disappointed, thinking that  i had to walk all the way to the stand all alone! ( Cos one of my rumie is happy holidaying and the other had some important task that needed her urgent attention ;) )...Between all these things sometimes i just wonder how fast is human brain, few secs and a thousand thoughst crossed my mind!!!! :)

But to my surprise he did stop and came back all the way where i was standing. Things like this hardly happen here.. Cause these auto-fellas, they have a different kinda air around them filled with ( thinking which words will be appropriate).... In general they are very mean, rude and talk as if they are some PM or something!! And how much ever cash you pay them they are never happy , they want more!!! 

My gawd!! Never knew they took that old pepsi ad slogan so seriously "Yeh dil maange more"!! :D

But facts apart, there are still some nice people left in this WORLD! ( Well that's a wide range, or not-specific) But what ever! Where was I..Ya the auto wala, he did stop, he came back right to the place where i was standing. A bright beaming smile returned to my face :) :) I was all happy that i escaped that 5 mins walk ALONE!! Then as usual i got into the auto and was hoping that i reach my work-station "SAHI_SALAMAT"... Now you might be wondering why this sahi-salamat thing!1 Cos here the way these auto walas drive, it becomes risky!! Cos they feel they are behind some "HAYABUSA" and i think this peculiar  thought gives them a kick! And then they speed up like hell...The grand prix people should visit Manipal soon...:p :D

But he was a good auto wala..So, i reached my final destination and paid him. To my surprise he returned me some money back!! I was like WHAT!! What he said was that i had given him extra..so u know!! 

And it came as a complete surprise for me, cos usually we give the extra money for our own peace of mind! :)

The moral is that it's not about the money, it's about some good people still around us :)