Sometimes to protect your loved ones, you have to shield them from being exposed to what means a to a lot to you!
Your's
'me'
Your's
'me'
Friday, May 22, 2015
Tuesday, May 19, 2015
You can choose!
I just wonder, what kicks us in the nuts- the idea of loving a coward or idea of lost love!
But don't they publicise - if you let "true love" go, it all comes back to you!
How do you define "true love"?
Is it what you feel, when you hear the voice- The voice
Is it what you feel, if you love the company- The togetherness
Is it what you feel, if you wonder what will it be like without them- The emptiness
Is it what you feel, when they take the diversion- The hurt
Is it what you feel, after many many years- The longing
Is it what you feel, when you want to trade everything you have for them- Everything
Is it what you feel, when you----anger
I can scribble a whole list of do's and don't s! But it doesn't make it easier!
Nothing makes it easier! Literally nothing!
Sometimes I feel my brain will explode
Sometimes I feel my heart will sink deeper
Sometimes I feel my eyes will float
Sometimes I feel my dreams will drown
Sometimes I feel I am wreck
But then that one thought brings me back- Does it matter? Will it change anything?
Your's
You can't choose whom you fall for
You can choose not to fall for the one you fall for
But don't they publicise - if you let "true love" go, it all comes back to you!
How do you define "true love"?
Is it what you feel, when you hear the voice- The voice
Is it what you feel, if you love the company- The togetherness
Is it what you feel, if you wonder what will it be like without them- The emptiness
Is it what you feel, when they take the diversion- The hurt
Is it what you feel, after many many years- The longing
Is it what you feel, when you want to trade everything you have for them- Everything
Is it what you feel, when you----anger
I can scribble a whole list of do's and don't s! But it doesn't make it easier!
Nothing makes it easier! Literally nothing!
Sometimes I feel my brain will explode
Sometimes I feel my heart will sink deeper
Sometimes I feel my eyes will float
Sometimes I feel my dreams will drown
Sometimes I feel I am wreck
But then that one thought brings me back- Does it matter? Will it change anything?
Your's
You can't choose whom you fall for
You can choose not to fall for the one you fall for
Thursday, May 14, 2015
Wednesday, May 13, 2015
Travelling solo!
It just hit me during my little travel adventure!
There was a time, when I never used to be alone! Alone alone! As in! Without my ear plugs or a book or for that matter a fashion magazine(though I never could indulge into one)...Just passing time..Just changing the tracks...Just turning the pages.... Well these moments have come and gone and still they continue to...When you live far away from your home...you have to travel....Probably that's when the travel bug bit me! I am glad it did though! (wink!, why can't you leave me alone!!!)
**These lines in between the brackets and the hidden meanings are not intentional! They just pop-up! It's kinda like the pop-up window! Either you have to learn to ignore them and live with them!
Yeah! I was saying! Yeah I talk to myself! Whatever!
When you travel a lot! You evolve!
It all started for me, when I was a teenager and in first year of my graduation. First it was travelling with best buddies, then the group! As time passed by, it was me, only me! I think it's been nine years I have been travelling alone back and forth! So technically speaking the whole idea of solo travelling isn't new to me!
Yeah earlier I used to be occupied by some or other distraction and now I am distracted by you! And look at you! You have moved ahead! In fact you were never there!
It used to appear all so lame to me! How can people sit idle! Be it airport, be it railway station or be it the waiting area! As far I can recall, I even carried a book for my doctor's appointment!
But there were people! Lots of them! Sitting right there! Talking! Thinking! Plotting! Smiling!
It so happened this time! I had a fairly great book with me! I had time! Plenty of it! Cause I was holidaying in Hampi! But not even once I turned a single page! I was waiting for my bus! It was a 3 hour wait! I could have opened the book! I could have buried my self in it! But somehow I couldn't! Instead I was buried in thoughts! Good ones and bad ones!
Is it the age?
Is it the responsibilities?
Is it life?
Is it love?
Wish I could just figure out any one reason! But I guess there are just more than one! Multi-factorial! As they like to call it!
Probably with time comes new challenges!
Probably with time comes new hopes!
Probably with time comes new disappointments!
Probably with time comes new failures!
And probably that's why even in the midst of all that crowd you feel lonely! Definitely not alone! Sometimes you feel, you are at peace!
That is why now I can see myself the way I see myself!
Sometimes I find myself amused by alien conversations
Sometimes I find myself irritated by stupid conversations
Sometimes I find myself listening to a different dialect
Sometimes I find myself listening to my own thoughts
Your's
Sometimes a travel can heal you
Sometimes a travel can make a new you
There was a time, when I never used to be alone! Alone alone! As in! Without my ear plugs or a book or for that matter a fashion magazine(though I never could indulge into one)...Just passing time..Just changing the tracks...Just turning the pages.... Well these moments have come and gone and still they continue to...When you live far away from your home...you have to travel....Probably that's when the travel bug bit me! I am glad it did though! (wink!, why can't you leave me alone!!!)
**These lines in between the brackets and the hidden meanings are not intentional! They just pop-up! It's kinda like the pop-up window! Either you have to learn to ignore them and live with them!
Yeah! I was saying! Yeah I talk to myself! Whatever!
When you travel a lot! You evolve!
It all started for me, when I was a teenager and in first year of my graduation. First it was travelling with best buddies, then the group! As time passed by, it was me, only me! I think it's been nine years I have been travelling alone back and forth! So technically speaking the whole idea of solo travelling isn't new to me!
Yeah earlier I used to be occupied by some or other distraction and now I am distracted by you! And look at you! You have moved ahead! In fact you were never there!
It used to appear all so lame to me! How can people sit idle! Be it airport, be it railway station or be it the waiting area! As far I can recall, I even carried a book for my doctor's appointment!
But there were people! Lots of them! Sitting right there! Talking! Thinking! Plotting! Smiling!
It so happened this time! I had a fairly great book with me! I had time! Plenty of it! Cause I was holidaying in Hampi! But not even once I turned a single page! I was waiting for my bus! It was a 3 hour wait! I could have opened the book! I could have buried my self in it! But somehow I couldn't! Instead I was buried in thoughts! Good ones and bad ones!
Is it the age?
Is it the responsibilities?
Is it life?
Is it love?
Wish I could just figure out any one reason! But I guess there are just more than one! Multi-factorial! As they like to call it!
Probably with time comes new challenges!
Probably with time comes new hopes!
Probably with time comes new disappointments!
Probably with time comes new failures!
And probably that's why even in the midst of all that crowd you feel lonely! Definitely not alone! Sometimes you feel, you are at peace!
That is why now I can see myself the way I see myself!
Sometimes I find myself amused by alien conversations
Sometimes I find myself irritated by stupid conversations
Sometimes I find myself listening to a different dialect
Sometimes I find myself listening to my own thoughts
Your's
Sometimes a travel can heal you
Sometimes a travel can make a new you
Tuesday, May 5, 2015
Sunday, May 3, 2015
Saturday, May 2, 2015
How much believe is enough to believe in what you don't believe!
What an irony!
We all love to look at our reflection in the mirror
In fact we even expect the mirror to talk to us! Like it did in the fairy tales !
"Mirror mirror" Tell me I am sober!
But you know what is strikingly disturbing?
When someone else shows us the mirror, excluding the one's in show business! (they love it!),
We don't like it!
We resent the very idea of someone else showing us what we are!
I do it, at least I know that! And I accept it!
And accepting something like this, definitely hits my leo-ego!
Then few people say that you are their mirror! And it is somehow a good thing!! I have no idea how it all blends in! I just know!
Sometimes you just know things! Call it a feeling! Call it a intuition! Call it a gut-feeling!
But then at some point you have listen to what others have to say too!
If you reflect on things, then may be you will know what is it!
And sometimes when we reflect too much, our brain tricks us to believe it was a true memory!
Even an unusual road
Even an usual road
Even an unusual conversation
Even an usual conversation
Even unusual thought
Even an usual thought
Even an unusual memory
Even an usual memory
Even an unusual you
Even an usual me
Reminds me of you!
Reflecting on oneself is a dangerous weapon of destruction!
Either it holds you from making another mistake or it forces you to make one another mistake!
But then in the end, will you risk everything?
But in the end, will you do anything it takes you to do the unknown?
And in the end, I live in the illusion!
And in the end, I live in the bubble!
And in the end, I have tricked myself to believe in something that I actually don't believe in!
Cliché! How so very human of me!
Yours
Do you believe !
In what you see!
You shout and scream!
Motionless wheel!
Nothing is real!
We all love to look at our reflection in the mirror
In fact we even expect the mirror to talk to us! Like it did in the fairy tales !
"Mirror mirror" Tell me I am sober!
But you know what is strikingly disturbing?
When someone else shows us the mirror, excluding the one's in show business! (they love it!),
We don't like it!
We resent the very idea of someone else showing us what we are!
I do it, at least I know that! And I accept it!
And accepting something like this, definitely hits my leo-ego!
Then few people say that you are their mirror! And it is somehow a good thing!! I have no idea how it all blends in! I just know!
Sometimes you just know things! Call it a feeling! Call it a intuition! Call it a gut-feeling!
But then at some point you have listen to what others have to say too!
If you reflect on things, then may be you will know what is it!
And sometimes when we reflect too much, our brain tricks us to believe it was a true memory!
Even an unusual road
Even an usual road
Even an unusual conversation
Even an usual conversation
Even unusual thought
Even an usual thought
Even an unusual memory
Even an usual memory
Even an unusual you
Even an usual me
Reminds me of you!
Reflecting on oneself is a dangerous weapon of destruction!
Either it holds you from making another mistake or it forces you to make one another mistake!
But then in the end, will you risk everything?
But in the end, will you do anything it takes you to do the unknown?
And in the end, I live in the illusion!
And in the end, I live in the bubble!
And in the end, I have tricked myself to believe in something that I actually don't believe in!
Cliché! How so very human of me!
Yours
Do you believe !
In what you see!
You shout and scream!
Motionless wheel!
Nothing is real!
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