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Troubling nightmares

Dampening my troubled soul

I still search for you in my nightmares

I still long for you

I still hate you

I still have my heart beating for you

I still  am where we parted ways

I still search for the happiness, that is not mine

I still mourn for the lost time

I still do

You are still you!

Yours
Troubles of a sleep deprived mind

Foggy clarity

Somewhere, in one tiny corner

The broken heart still aches

The half-mended heart still longs for you 

The half muttered words still wander my mind

The half-filled memory still surrounds me

The silence of the waves still calls out your name

The half-bended mind still searches for answers, for that are not mine

Why does it still hurt where it should not!

Yours
Relentlessly you are my clarity, which is foggy

Playing a GOD

Everyone wants to play GOD!
Everyone wants you to fall at their feet!
Everyone wants to be in POWER!
Everyone wants you to worship them!
Everyone wants to be a dictator!
Everyone wants you to follow them!

Can you be actually GOD?
Have you seen one?
Have you met one?
Have you experienced the miracle?

I sure have a lot of questions, but a very few answers!

I don't want to play GOD!

Yours
Everyone wants to Play GOD

You woman!

Once you are a woman, you are a  woman

You wither

You flourish

You struggle

You make amends

You suffocate

You breathe

You crawl

You run

You are rough

You are smooth

You are the sinner

You are the saint

You are a girl and a mother

You are a friend and a lover

You are a guide and partner in crime

Once you are a woman, always a woman!

Yours
Wishing all those wonderful ladies out there, a happy women's day!

Faith

I wonder is it because my faith is complicated or I am too proud to accept that fact that I am a believer! It always baffles me though, why do you have to be believer  to follow the meticulous rules formed by our forefathers. 
Isn't he omnipresent!
Isn't he within us!
Isn't he a she and she a he!
Isn't it that our intentions, our faith and our prayers matter!

Then why are we forced to follow the rules! 
Then why do we the daily mundane things in an extravagant way!
Why can't I be a one who prays not who worships!
But then you know to fit in, you have to do it their way!
That is why they call you a rebel when you drift away!
That is why they call  you a non-believer when you don't preach what is expected from you!


Sometimes I think may be I am a little agonistic!
Sometimes I know I am sceptic!
Sometimes I know I have a conflicted mind and troubled heart!
It takes me along! It drags me up!

Am I an agnostic because I search for logic ?
Is anyone is truly an agnostic?
Isn't having faith is all you need? 
Isn't faith is what drags you  through life?
Will that make you agnostic?

I won't say I am religious!
I know I have had my phases of believe and disbelieve!
I won't say I am spiritual!
But I know I am logical and being a logical person has it perks!

And I have faith in you!
This is how I made me! This is how you made me! 


Yours
Faith