That blank space!

And she told me" Clearly girl, you are not over him. Get it done fast."


I stared into the blank space, which was kind of blurry.
All the blurriness, was not due to alcohol. Well in that case, it opens up the ever demanding mind.

Blurriness occurs when there are too many jumbled thoughts!
Was it or is it worth everything!!!

Sometimes you are out of the woods
Sometimes you are trapped in between one!
Wanting to break free
Wanting to hide denser
Wanting to lead that loner life

Yours
You cut me deep!
You cut me so deep!

I just thought to myself "Will I ever heal?"

Uninterrupted Thoughts!

Funny business! 

How conversations make you fall in and out of love!!

# Thoughts come and go, but you don't!

Digging you up

You said I didn't listen to you

You said I got bored with our conversations

You said I was consumed by my own thoughts, when I was still in ours

And I said I am a good listener

And I said I accept all trash talks 

And I said in my head: Ever thine, ever mine, ever ours



You have crossed my path!
                 Many of you!

Yours
Why is it that you keep coming back!

TOW the obnoxious questions

Cleansing and detoxing clears the toxins!
But what about the mind and soul?

Can you cleanse your karma?

Can you de stress your thoughts?

Can you flush out the toxins infesting on the mind?

Can you eliminate all the love?

Can you metabolise al the hatred?

Can you absorb all the pain?

Can you ingest what is not rightfully yours?

Can you bio transform your soul?

Can you bio equivalent your judgements?

Can you inject your ego into the outer surface?

Can you patch your peace?

Can you cut out your inner demons?

Can you burn your faith?

Can you sew the skins together?

Can you terminate the chaos in your heart?

Can you stop the passing time?

Can you fix me?

Can you?

Can't you!

Oh! Only it was easier!

Yeah...I ask a lot of questions! But only to rest my inner chaos!

Yeah.. they never get answered! But that doesn't stop me from asking obnoxious questions!


Yours
The one with the obnoxious questions(wink)

Stab.Run.Cleanse.Repeat.

Stabbing you where it hurts

Wasn't my plan

Running towards you

Wasn't my idea

Swamping you with all that crap

Wasn't my best of interest

Going away from you

Wasn't my take on situation

I need more that just that

Only if 

You could have been adequate

You could have been more apt

You could have been a little less loving

I could have been a lot more stingy 

I could have been a lot more closed

Why did I lower the guard

Why did I put the wall between us

Why did I 

Yours

You are my kryptonite

I often loose my mind

I don't know who scratched whom!
But there was definitely a scratch!

# Mixed feelings and bitter sweet memories

Sometimes you need to venture out in the wild, to find the new you!

# Kala kutta thoughts

Very few friends stay with you all your life!
All that remains -are "memories"..

I read it somewhere, that the opposite of love is apathy.

I wonder whether deleting old photographs are as easy as deleting people from our life! 

We store the extra and really important stuff in the external hard drive!
Then we tend to transfer junk, only there is so much extra space
Then we tend to fill up the half filled hard drive,  very much like the half-filled glass!
A layer of memories stacks up on them!
A layer of faded smiles spreads over it!
Time flies by!
Very important becomes not so important and then goes down the "let's forget gutter"

And then we start deleting those files! And this very process exhausts you! It exhausts me!

Ghost of  the good past
Ghost of the bad past

Both haunt us either way!

Yours
If only it was easier to drag you down out of the system

From flair to flare

The flair for drama is drowning!
The love for dramatics is rising!

Life has too much drama to offer!

What is life, without a little drama! ehhhh...

Everybody got their reasons
Everybody got their seasons

Somehow and somewhere

I fail to escape

I fail to cope

And there's that little devil inside me, which screams

Shut the **** up!

Yours
I always find myself dreaming of that perfect world
Where I am a gizelle!