Unsettling thoughts

I tend to see the good in a soul

Its goodness, helps me like them better

Its goodness, helps me mingle

Its goodness, helps me to withhold my peace of mind

Is this such a bad thing!

Is this my weakness!

Is this how I want to be the future me!

I can be judgmental sometimes, you know! Like they say, ignorance is bliss! It truly is! At least for me! I always have this fear of turning into an egocentric, arrogant and ruthless person. I hope never become one. 

Yours
Restless mind and unsettling thoughts

Saga of a moderately exhausted soul!

Letting you thrive under my breath

Letting you out of my box under my wistful mind

Letting you out of the guarded self 

Letting you out of the flip side 

Holding you back in, gives me jitters

Suffocating you within, gives me mindless pain

Drowning you inside, gives me serious pleasure


Why is it that , I have so much self-doubt! Sometimes it gets over my head and sometimes I self-doubt my self-doubt.! 
It's exhausting!
But sometimes I feel it acts as my defense system!
But sometimes I feel it soothes my troubled soul!


Yours
I self-doubt my self-doubt
I wonder how righteous that is