Thursday, October 13, 2011

Shapeless dreams

What hurts the most...when everyone takes you for granted...
It's a very common stuff that occurs to almost all human being, i am no exception...But after all these years of learning from my mistakes and rebuilding the fence....
Once again the treaty has been broken, but this time it's in a different way..
Neither can i mend it nor can i glue it...
I want to just walk away but i can't cos i am bound to obey the rules set by the universe...
Why in the name of god was i given so much of freedom and why in the name of god was i gifted such as extent of independency....
Often i ask myself the very same questions...
You have any answer, in that case let me know...
Says the author to her shadow..
And this whole purpose of survival seems so vague without the right answers and the right questions...
Do ask if you have one..
I am not the same... How hard i try i can't lie to the satan inside me or the angel inside me...
And definitely there is a lil bit of madness that drives me in...Adrenaline rush!!
I am a fire ball, the more you play the more vulnerable it becomes...
The more rigid i become and the more stubbornness pours in.....
And if you want to capture me, hold me close, talk to me, love me but never ever try to bend me, mold me or pacify me...The moment you do...i break in to those crystal cut pieces....Piercing my own skin, toxicating by own blood and scratching my own soul...
Manipulate
Mend
Mold


Capture
Close
Conquer


What ever the words may b...But the motive is very clear...


Set me free, let me live...And i promise i will come right to you..
Break me, shake me.....And i promise i will never come back to you..
Choice is your's!!


Your's 
Dream! 



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