I really wonder, not once not twice but many a times, does our present state of mind affects our decision making in any way?
Does the state of mind affects him or her in a very intense way?
Does it interferes with saying yes or no to a question?
Or does it pile up in numerous questions in front of you?
Or does it pile up in numerous answers in front of you?
Like for instance, i suddenly become very angry with a person?
This is purely and deeply for instance, not the actual fact and there is no such particular person. Yeah right so sometimes i become very angry with a person for some silly reason, that particular moment i become furious, but may be later, or after some hours when i look at it, it looks so stupid.. Why does this happen? I often wonder the human capabilities of getting angry so fast? So how many minutes it takes me to become angry? some fraction of seconds right! How an emotion can be so quick and so strong? Have you ever wondered?? I usually do... Is it due to the way am made or just sheer habit..
Now when we talk about habits, yeah they can be good, they can be bad..They can be addictive and then again they can be just habits....
They say people who commit suicide are cowards..Do you agree ? I know some of you agree and some won't.. And some wouldn't even have wondered about this? Why? Well some may be too busy to even worry about others, or some may not be affected by this.. Though am lucky enough not to witness this. But i have been a hostelite during my student life and i have heard a few. It's a very sensitive thing if you observe very closely. When i think about this, i usually wonder what on the earth makes the person so fragile and so stressed that she or he has to give up on life. There is always at least one person in your life with whom you want to age slowly. But when one commits suicide, what is the state of mind? Is the person afraid of being a person he is or is he afraid of the person he is turning into? Does this fragility make the person so strong emotionally that he decides to let go of everything?
You confess your truth
Does it makes you stronger?
You confess your lie
Does it make you weaker?
You confess your fear
Does that make you invincible?
Confessing a thing or two is never easy. Some are born with open mind. Some are born with closed mind..Some have the capability of sharing and some are just amputated when it comes to sharing. Some are very selective about their choices they make in life. They are very careful about what they talk and to whom. If you ask me what i feel about confessions of a complicated mind! Why complicated? Trust me mind is always complicated, it's always the person who processes it..Some make it complicated, so there goes!! ahh! he or she is a very complicated person. And those who process it swiftly and neatly, we call them a open book..Even anatomically the mind errrr brain is truly a complicated structure...Let's keep the anatomy out of the mind! Let it not complicate the post! :)
It has always been a bigggg step for me to confess certain truths of my life! And why..Isn't that supposed to be easy..Well what makes it difficult is the state of mind! One moment your are emotionally driven, so you confess your exact thoughts! One moment you are so hurt you hold back everything... One moment you are so restless that it just becomes a poison trying to escape! It starts spilling! One moment you are so afraid that it makes you breathless! You wonder what if and what next!!! So it's always the state of mind that interferes with your confessions! And trust me if are woman! You have enough mood swings! Thanks to those boiling hormones and thanks to pms!! We have a lot more extra on that platter!
When that moment passes, more often you kill yourself a thousand times on what on the earth was your state of mind!!! We often end up thinking, owh my gawd! I would have never said that! I am such a fool! But then like always our human tendency interferes! C'mon you have balls to talk about that shit and you have a very strong gut feeling to absorb that!
So there it goes again, the state of mind complicating my thoughts!
State of mind never lasts longer!
State of mind never stays!
State of mind never leaves!
State of mind always craves the longing!
State of mind always creates the excitement!
State of mind always shuts you down from with in!
State of mind is always and never!!!
Your's
Maiin anjani si hun woh kahani!
Hogi jo na puri!
Does the state of mind affects him or her in a very intense way?
Does it interferes with saying yes or no to a question?
Or does it pile up in numerous questions in front of you?
Or does it pile up in numerous answers in front of you?
Like for instance, i suddenly become very angry with a person?
This is purely and deeply for instance, not the actual fact and there is no such particular person. Yeah right so sometimes i become very angry with a person for some silly reason, that particular moment i become furious, but may be later, or after some hours when i look at it, it looks so stupid.. Why does this happen? I often wonder the human capabilities of getting angry so fast? So how many minutes it takes me to become angry? some fraction of seconds right! How an emotion can be so quick and so strong? Have you ever wondered?? I usually do... Is it due to the way am made or just sheer habit..
Now when we talk about habits, yeah they can be good, they can be bad..They can be addictive and then again they can be just habits....
They say people who commit suicide are cowards..Do you agree ? I know some of you agree and some won't.. And some wouldn't even have wondered about this? Why? Well some may be too busy to even worry about others, or some may not be affected by this.. Though am lucky enough not to witness this. But i have been a hostelite during my student life and i have heard a few. It's a very sensitive thing if you observe very closely. When i think about this, i usually wonder what on the earth makes the person so fragile and so stressed that she or he has to give up on life. There is always at least one person in your life with whom you want to age slowly. But when one commits suicide, what is the state of mind? Is the person afraid of being a person he is or is he afraid of the person he is turning into? Does this fragility make the person so strong emotionally that he decides to let go of everything?
You confess your truth
Does it makes you stronger?
You confess your lie
Does it make you weaker?
You confess your fear
Does that make you invincible?
Confessing a thing or two is never easy. Some are born with open mind. Some are born with closed mind..Some have the capability of sharing and some are just amputated when it comes to sharing. Some are very selective about their choices they make in life. They are very careful about what they talk and to whom. If you ask me what i feel about confessions of a complicated mind! Why complicated? Trust me mind is always complicated, it's always the person who processes it..Some make it complicated, so there goes!! ahh! he or she is a very complicated person. And those who process it swiftly and neatly, we call them a open book..Even anatomically the mind errrr brain is truly a complicated structure...Let's keep the anatomy out of the mind! Let it not complicate the post! :)
It has always been a bigggg step for me to confess certain truths of my life! And why..Isn't that supposed to be easy..Well what makes it difficult is the state of mind! One moment your are emotionally driven, so you confess your exact thoughts! One moment you are so hurt you hold back everything... One moment you are so restless that it just becomes a poison trying to escape! It starts spilling! One moment you are so afraid that it makes you breathless! You wonder what if and what next!!! So it's always the state of mind that interferes with your confessions! And trust me if are woman! You have enough mood swings! Thanks to those boiling hormones and thanks to pms!! We have a lot more extra on that platter!
When that moment passes, more often you kill yourself a thousand times on what on the earth was your state of mind!!! We often end up thinking, owh my gawd! I would have never said that! I am such a fool! But then like always our human tendency interferes! C'mon you have balls to talk about that shit and you have a very strong gut feeling to absorb that!
So there it goes again, the state of mind complicating my thoughts!
State of mind never lasts longer!
State of mind never stays!
State of mind never leaves!
State of mind always craves the longing!
State of mind always creates the excitement!
State of mind always shuts you down from with in!
State of mind is always and never!!!
Your's
Maiin anjani si hun woh kahani!
Hogi jo na puri!
2 comments:
State of mind is the ephemeral definite which is forever indefinite.Wonderful thought flow..and probably the perfect "state of mind" for writing on a topic so alien yet so close to the heart of every soul:).Loved it!!
Thank you so much :)
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