What is good for me, might be enough for you!

And just like that we concluded, the "chip" is missing!


If I never get to see you
If I never get to hear you
If I never get to feel you

What if I have already felt, what needs to be felt...

I always question my thoughts.
I often doubt my own believes.
I always question my faith.
I often doubt my intentions.

How often have you felt this way?
How often have you been blind by the goodness?
How often have you been anxious?

Is it the insecurity?
Is it the jealousy?
Is it the success?
Is it the pain?
Is it you?
Is it just me?

I have one question for you, is it fair to let one fly high, when you know the ground is not green grass?

I have one question for you, is it fair to let one put up a show, when you know the show wasn't good enough?

But then what is good enough! What is good for me, might be enough for you!

The rhythm of life goes on and on...More to come and less to go..

Is it fine to be jealous?
Is it okay to be insecure once in a while?
Is it all right to break free from the calm composed self?
Is it nice to get all jittery sometimes?


All this, putting up in front of the world, Is it worth it?
All this, showing off the disturbed side of me, Is it appropriate?
All this, plating it as you think it is, Is it rational?

But in the end, it all comes down to inner peace...Inner peace is what keeps me sane...But I don't mind embracing insanity for the nth time.

Sometimes I just wonder whether inner peace is all I want?
Don't you need more than just that?
You are no Buddha!

We all search for something to validate us! At least we trick our minds to think this way!
I thought I had tricked mine into believing in something that wasn't real. 

But then in the end,
I only want my mind, heart and soul to validate me.
To validate my existence
To validate my inner demons 
To validate my outer angels


Yours
Deeply disturbing thoughts