Cling on

I have always loved stories
I have always loved stories that narrates through series
I love it when it lingers in my thoughts
Probably the reason I cling on to things
Apparently I can't let go of things 

Clinging on to something
Throwing away something
Looking for sweet nothings

Is what humans do!
Ain't no other reason!

Your's
Jiski khabar tumko bhi hai
Jiski Khabar mujhko bhi hai
Yeh jaane kaisa raaz hai


  

Everything's SHINY

Endurance- the ability to endure an unpleasant or difficult process or situation without giving away
Blitz- an intensive or sudden military attack

These are the exact words that came into my mind today while posting a simple photograph.
I don't know what captivates me or for that matter whether I am the captive??

I have hated you. I have loved you.
I have endured you. I have resisted you.

Why is that it is so difficult to reconcile with "you"?
"You" have been a constant companion of my subconscious.
Why haven't my quest ended?
Or is it that it NEVER actually ends!

Most of the time I feel its "YOU" who can end an act. Not somebody. Not religion. Not god. Not love. Not hatred. Not revenge. Not anger. 

How difficult is it to forgive?
I always feel, in fact I have always felt that it is very tricky to forgive your own soul than awarding forgiveness to others. 
I don't how it works though. It definitely smirks at me. 

Yours
Between the blazing sun
Between the fierce fire

Without the shining moon
Without the stinging ice

Everything's SHINY( If you know what I mean, Mal!)

Vows are forever!

How often do you take a vow?

How often do you keep it?

How often do you linger with it?

Every time I take a vow

It rests my ever disputed mind

It quenches my heart's thirst

It drenches my soul

But the very next month

Something stirs inside

Shaking my soul 

Awakening all the senses

Then there is that! You never leave me!

Will you not leave?

Why won't you leave me alone?

Is it what they say, it stays forever?

or I am just plain mad !

Yours

Cause your presence still lingers here

It won't leave me alone

When you don't believe in something, you really have to trick your mind to actually like something. When the tricked you starts liking something, you start thinking that you might believe. Although your mind always messes up! Then it all goes back to square one!

The question is do you believe in something?

It can be anything!

And the answer is- if you believe in something then you have faith.


Your's

I don't know whether I believe in something, for that matter anything 

Of all of it

All of it!
Sometimes I feel, I might have dreamt!
Sometimes I feel, all of it might have been a convenient coincidence!
Sometimes I feel, I might have undercooked it!
Sometimes I feel, all of it might have been a possessive impulse!
Sometimes I fell, I might have burned it!
Sometimes I feel, all of it might have been good!
Sometimes I feel, Its good that I did not resurrect it! 
Sometimes it feels good!
Sometimes it feels miserable!

Yours
Of all of it, the only remains I have - few amazing songs in my hard drive