Thursday, October 24, 2019

Let's cross over then.

Se voi attraversiamo

Then do you achieve 'ataraxia'?



Yours
Wonderings of a exhaustipated mind

Thursday, August 8, 2019

Are we blinded by our own emotions?

Is that why we choose to ignore the red flags?

Does that mean the heart wins and the stupid brain looses the battle?


How often do we triumph over a burned bridge??



Only to forgive
Only to forget

Yours
Burning bridges and chopping edges

Wednesday, August 7, 2019

Gratitude

When you keep loosing pieces of yourself
You keep loosing the warmth that glows inside of you

And then suddenly one day, all that cold stops bothering you!

Thank you 'you'
You taught me good.

Yours 
Gratitude

Wednesday, July 10, 2019

An open letter to my first love

Dear first love,


I remember you as the reason for my ridiculously happy inner child

I remember you as the reason for my insanely happy heart

I remember you as the reason for my incredible pricking pain

I remember you as the reason for my incessant overthinking



I am not sad that you are someone else's
I am not disappointed that you are happy
I am not jealous that you are content
I am not angry that you are no longer mine



Although I feel a little lost sometimes
Although my eyes well up when I write about you
Although I feel a little empty space cropped up inside of me
Although my heart longs for you in a helpless way
Although I feel a little longing for the not-so-love we shared
Although my mind rationalizes with my heart


After all, some first loves are only first loves!
After all, some heart breaks are only heart breaks!


Well we all wonder what could have been, should have been and would have been!
Then isn't it how the mind copes!
Mine developed  several unhealthy coping mechanisms!



Yours

My first love. ALWAYS.


It took me two years to fall in love with you and 6 even years to fall out of love!


Sometimes reminiscing fills your heart with the lost love that you long for.



Yours

Head and Heart