Saturday, May 3, 2014

And in the end they call her a damaged good!

Every other human being in the planet is prone to damage....Who isn't? After all we live in this not-so-perfect world, where you have to pay a price for your own deed.

But then who is afraid of what comes in or who isn't?
But then who is fearless of what goes in or who isn't?

How do you classify someone damaged or for that matter irreparable??
Do  you do that a lot??
But then isn't that true that; at least some point of time you too are damaged!
Is there even a degree to measure the damage done?
What damages your mind?
What damages your body?
What damages your soul?

Damage to the mind, well that is not clearly anatomical!
Damage to the body, well that is clearly physical!
Damage to the soul, well that is not clearly superficial!

Physical damage, we all know what it can do the victim! It can clearly burn your entwined soul! Some are brave enough to counterbalance the imbalance and some are overshadowed by the trauma. It is not something everyone can deal with every now and then. Some go on with their life and some end their life. May god bless their soul.

Some say i write about things that are not mine
Some say i write about the yearning
Some say i write about things that are too personal
Some say i write about the excruciating pain

And today i have this one question- Am i addicted to the pain?
                                                   Am i addicted to the misery?
                                                   Am i loosing myself?

I don't know how and why, but somehow it  unclog my numbing system....
And yet again i lost my trail of thoughts.....Why do you have to keep coming back!!!!

It's always who you are and who you become!
Sometimes i get worried that i am turning into that cold insensitive person that i have always been afraid of!
Sometimes i just dismiss the thought! But then that's what we all do!!! If you can't beat them, join them!
Similarly if you can't stop thinking, then make it even more complicated for the mind; to register the exact emotion.
Or else we just ignore those cramping thoughts!!

I used to know a man
I used to know a friend
I used to know a philosopher
And i assumed that i knew him just enough!
But then what is just enough?

Why is it that everytime they call her damaged?
Why is it that everytime they look at her with hatred
Why is it that everytime she crosses the path, they curse her
Why is it that everytime she looks up, they close their eyes
Why is it that everytime she tries to whisper, they blow it up
Why is it that everytime she loves, they shut her down
 You will never have the answers, neither will i have!

Your's
What is that, that is just enough
What is that, that is just adequate
What is that, that is not appropriate
What is that, that is not comforting

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