Drags me down

I have always taught myself to visualize the brighter side of the worst moments!
But when the brighter side is too bright , I tend to drift!
Drifting is not by choice, its by virtue of who I am!
And then as always, I sink into the deep abyss of the worst!
Killing me!
Suffocating me!

Yours
Let's make a night ignites the brighter side
Remembering the brighter side drags me down