The quest!

Quest is whether you can forgive yourself
Quest is whether you can beat the blue
Quest is whether you can take back your words
Quest is whether you can escape the crowd
Quest is whether you can banish those sweet little moments
Quest is whether you can end the excruciating pain

Quest is whether you can stop blaming yourself
Quest is whether you can numb the numbness
Quest is whether you can hold your breath
Quest is whether you can turn back time
Quest is whether you can barricade love
Quest is whether you can block your thoughts

Quest is not what you conceive 
Quest is not what you seek

Quest is inside me
Quest is beside me

Quest is so close to me
Quest is so old to me, it just changes the gear every time i find it!

Your's 
The blinking cursor and the blank mind