Ahhh something that inspired me and i did made a fool of myself!
What's even worse, i was shouting errrr not sure whether i should call it singing or what ever!! With my ears plugged in with those beautiful, sweet little ear phones! Who made them, made them very well ;)
"Unconditional! Unconditionally!
I will love you unconditionally!
There is no fear now
Let go and just free"
Definitely Katy Perry! Yeah!
Yeah currently this is "The song" that is fueling me! Neither in a good way nor in a bad way but as a part of the healing process! But then do you actually heal with time? Am yet to find the self convincing answer!
But what caught my fancy the other day was, when we say or for that matter i say that i am least bothered about what so ever! Yeah i know i usually say this! It definitely sounds way too rude and yeah to be specific disgustingly rude! But then i am rude at times and am not proud of it! Habits, mannerisms and psychological perspectives are like our own skin! Like new skin replaces the old dead cells, same way human psychology keeps altering! Well that would not make u a split personality! But that's not what .....
Yeah so when we say we are least bothered!
Does that usually mean, that you are least interested?
Does that usually mean, that you want to escape?
Does that usually mean, that it disturbs you?
Does that usually mean, that it distracts you?
Does that usually mean, that you want the pain to stop?
Or does that always mean, trust me am very much bothered!
Trust me am as curious as the other person!
Does it heal you, when you say am least bothered about you and rest of the world doesn't exist!!
Shutting down yourself from you and rest of the world, does that make you happy?
So if you have stopped bothering then why do you care?
Why do you get scared?
How does that make you feel?
You will never have an answer. I don't have an answer. And that is why i keep asking questions!
But at least i have learnt one important and very delicate fact! You can, i can ask as many questions i want! But you can't, i can't expect as many answers i want! What is so special about these question when there are tons and tons of them racing through my neurons? Well the impact they leave is very very intense! Some of them get out and few of them degenerate!
Why me?
Why now?
Why this way?
Why not that way?
Will i ever heal?
But then do i want to be healed?
Your's
Who made them, made them very intense!
What's even worse, i was shouting errrr not sure whether i should call it singing or what ever!! With my ears plugged in with those beautiful, sweet little ear phones! Who made them, made them very well ;)
"Unconditional! Unconditionally!
I will love you unconditionally!
There is no fear now
Let go and just free"
Definitely Katy Perry! Yeah!
Yeah currently this is "The song" that is fueling me! Neither in a good way nor in a bad way but as a part of the healing process! But then do you actually heal with time? Am yet to find the self convincing answer!
But what caught my fancy the other day was, when we say or for that matter i say that i am least bothered about what so ever! Yeah i know i usually say this! It definitely sounds way too rude and yeah to be specific disgustingly rude! But then i am rude at times and am not proud of it! Habits, mannerisms and psychological perspectives are like our own skin! Like new skin replaces the old dead cells, same way human psychology keeps altering! Well that would not make u a split personality! But that's not what .....
Yeah so when we say we are least bothered!
Does that usually mean, that you are least interested?
Does that usually mean, that you want to escape?
Does that usually mean, that it disturbs you?
Does that usually mean, that it distracts you?
Does that usually mean, that you want the pain to stop?
Or does that always mean, trust me am very much bothered!
Trust me am as curious as the other person!
Does it heal you, when you say am least bothered about you and rest of the world doesn't exist!!
Shutting down yourself from you and rest of the world, does that make you happy?
So if you have stopped bothering then why do you care?
Why do you get scared?
How does that make you feel?
You will never have an answer. I don't have an answer. And that is why i keep asking questions!
But at least i have learnt one important and very delicate fact! You can, i can ask as many questions i want! But you can't, i can't expect as many answers i want! What is so special about these question when there are tons and tons of them racing through my neurons? Well the impact they leave is very very intense! Some of them get out and few of them degenerate!
Why me?
Why now?
Why this way?
Why not that way?
Will i ever heal?
But then do i want to be healed?
Your's
Who made them, made them very intense!
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