Everything looks so surreal to me!
Your fake laugh
Your fake concern
You desire to fulfill my every wish
You make me materialistic
You lure me to the unknown
But there are these small little things that still have the guts to make the inner goddess happy and content!
That cute excitement on your face
That eagerness to unveil the surprise
That unconditional love
That hint of happiness
It all pulls back that old self from the dump yard!
But then when that old self looks back at the journey she had been on, she is still on and she will be on, it all looks justified to dump the old self!!
They say that whatever you suffer or whatever you gain is your karma!
They also day that do good and spread the good word, you will be taken back to the heaven!
I don't know whether you are looking up on me!
I don't know whether you are watching over!
I don't know whether you are guiding me!
I don't know whether you are making me a better person!
I don't know whether am going down to the lower realms or am rising up to upper realm!
I don't have clue about almost everything!
And those which i have an idea about, is on a killing spree!
For just once, i want to actually laugh without making an conscious effort!
For just once, i want to sincerely spent some worry free time!
For just once i want to feel that old friendship! A lot has changed! Some i altered and some just got misplaced!
Every time i laugh! I think it has all gone! Naah! Seems like it never wants to leave me alone!
But then the question is , am i ready??
Am i ready to let go of something so stinging
Am i ready to let go of something so beautiful
There is one question now!
Is it or was it so difficult to give no for an answer?
Is it or was it so unfair to give yes for an answer?
And as always and as usual!
I choose the wrong person!
I ask the wrong questions!
I look for the wrong set of answers!
There is one more question!
For once in many years, it was that festive atmosphere in the old city.
People rushed in and rushed out of the temples!
For once, the air infected me!
For once, the infection caught me!
But for once when i just thought there is a god!
But nothing can breach the wall!
I don't know there is a god or not!
I definitely know that whatever i have to do is what i actually want in life!
Your's
Nobody said you have limited questions per life time
Nobody said you have limited answers per questions
If i don't look for answers, the questions will drown me
If i don't find the right answers, the innumerable questions will take me down to hell
Your fake laugh
Your fake concern
You desire to fulfill my every wish
You make me materialistic
You lure me to the unknown
But there are these small little things that still have the guts to make the inner goddess happy and content!
That cute excitement on your face
That eagerness to unveil the surprise
That unconditional love
That hint of happiness
It all pulls back that old self from the dump yard!
But then when that old self looks back at the journey she had been on, she is still on and she will be on, it all looks justified to dump the old self!!
They say that whatever you suffer or whatever you gain is your karma!
They also day that do good and spread the good word, you will be taken back to the heaven!
I don't know whether you are looking up on me!
I don't know whether you are watching over!
I don't know whether you are guiding me!
I don't know whether you are making me a better person!
I don't know whether am going down to the lower realms or am rising up to upper realm!
I don't have clue about almost everything!
And those which i have an idea about, is on a killing spree!
For just once, i want to actually laugh without making an conscious effort!
For just once, i want to sincerely spent some worry free time!
For just once i want to feel that old friendship! A lot has changed! Some i altered and some just got misplaced!
Every time i laugh! I think it has all gone! Naah! Seems like it never wants to leave me alone!
But then the question is , am i ready??
Am i ready to let go of something so stinging
Am i ready to let go of something so beautiful
There is one question now!
Is it or was it so difficult to give no for an answer?
Is it or was it so unfair to give yes for an answer?
And as always and as usual!
I choose the wrong person!
I ask the wrong questions!
I look for the wrong set of answers!
There is one more question!
For once in many years, it was that festive atmosphere in the old city.
People rushed in and rushed out of the temples!
For once, the air infected me!
For once, the infection caught me!
But for once when i just thought there is a god!
But nothing can breach the wall!
I don't know there is a god or not!
I definitely know that whatever i have to do is what i actually want in life!
Your's
Nobody said you have limited questions per life time
Nobody said you have limited answers per questions
If i don't look for answers, the questions will drown me
If i don't find the right answers, the innumerable questions will take me down to hell
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