A little me, a lot you!

This is not the way I wanted things for me
I hope someday I will understand!!

When I know there is negativity in this whole wide world, why do I search for positivity!
When I know the yearning grows stronger, why can't I shut the emotional box down!
When I know the answers, why do I search for questions!
When I know I can't walk the same path, why do I follow you!!

Your's
I can't find a way out!