Wednesday, November 20, 2013

Saving and killing an illusive dream!

What is an illusion?
Is it an illusion?
I often ask this question to my inner goddess!
You know what she says! 

She says things that you are not ready to accept and things you desperately want to happen to you but they don't is an illusion!

But then who doesn't know what is an illusion! Things that give birth to false believes! Things that are wrongly perceived! And you say i had an illusion!!! 

Having one and convincing yourself that you had an illusion! That is not what reality is! But having an illusion and facing reality aren't two contradicting terms? They drift away from each other in two different pathways! But when they join, they form a straight line, where you won't know, when it all started as an illusion and when you realized it was that bitter truth of life that is so hard to accept! 
But then with time and with much increased levels of threshold you learn to accept the bitter truth! Errrr..not only bitter truth! In that case any thing that is true and that anything that makes you what you are today! Accepting a truth is much more difficult than living in an illusive dream! But as humans we always run after that illusive dream of ours! You know why? Cause we believe that one day we are gonna turn that illusive dream into reality! And sometimes that life runs out and some of our illusive dreams stay right there from where it started! Another illusive dream! But isn't that how the chakra works??
I can't save your soul!
Neither can you save mine!
But then what if i don't want to be saved!!
I am not asking a question!

Illusive dreams just break away like the wild raindrop! 
They drop! They drag!
They never stick to one place!
They run down and they run away!
They reappear! 
And when that is not enough they haunt you!
But then we all have some or other thing that haunts us at some part of time!
Do you kill them??
I don't cause i can't! 
And i don't have the strength to murder one of my illusive dream!

We can talk about dreams!
Dreams are good!

Yours
I can't forget what i have done!
Baby i can't save your soul!
Cause i can't save mine!

2 comments:

A.M. said...

Apologies for the unprecedented delay to comment on your esteemed post :D, but believe me i have read this post four times by now, but I havent been really able to understand what more to write. Illusive dreams are so real, well that might sound like an oxymoron, but I hope you get the concept. And till the end of time, they keep you confused whether to save it or kill it. But save it, they kill you, kill it and they still kill you. They leave you helpless!! as helpless as when I read your post 4 times and cant decide what to comment :P

Devasrita said...

Apology accepted :P :P And reading the post four times, do i make things so complicated? :P Fun apart, well the oxymoron concept is actually very accurate. Illusion and reality are two single long parallel lines that intersect each other at some point of time. And you are right. Either way it sticks to that killing spree!

The fact which surprises me, is how come every time you strike the right chords. :)