There i was gazing at the ceiling, early in the morning. What caught my fancy was a small shadow. Shadows as they call it, but have you ever wondered what a shadow is?
Have you ever wondered whether you have a shadow or not?
Well there are hell lot of things to wonder about, but do you wonder or do you actually wander??
When i looked into that small shadow, it was not the shadow that caught my fancy, it was the reflection of the shadow that made me gaze at it even harder. I saw the reflection grow gradually and then shrink back to its original self. Shrinking back to the original self, is that possible? When you start growing in a relationship, you start falling and you start loving and treasuring every bit of it. In that case, is it even possible to shrink back to the previous unhatched state? No it's not. At least i think it this way. Because when you grow, you are too naive to even realize it. That's when you go with the flow not along the flow. But then going with the flow and going along the flow, how different are they?
When you have to step out of the way, that is when you actually understand the difference between them. Before that, it's all a fairy tale. Fairy tales look pretty in books not in real life :P Then it all becomes a tale. A tale of life, that lightens away with each passing year.
But don't they usually say shadows are always the darker side and reflections are the whiter or brighter side of every free soul? Free soul. It makes me smile and at the same time it brings a teardrop. When you soul is free, you are happy. The moment it is held hostage, the very same moment you are excited. But few moments later it brings you that crashing, self destructive pain that kills you from within. That very moment you wish you never had a soul. I read it or i heard it but somewhere and somehow, they say you are allotted a few teardrops per person? Is there even a person, let's say for anything that jolts you. That shakes you. That breaks you. But somehow and anyhow, i don't know how and why i feel that is not entirely true. Sometimes i don't understand whether it's the person or the relationship or the sense of an ending that dampens me?
But then wondering is what i am good at.....I do it because it rests my ever restless mind! I do it because it is therapeutic...And who says no to free therapy ;)
Your's
Maiin tumhari parchaayi hun
Mujhe mujhse juda na karo!
Ho sake to mujhe apne aks mein sama lo!
Have you ever wondered whether you have a shadow or not?
Well there are hell lot of things to wonder about, but do you wonder or do you actually wander??
When i looked into that small shadow, it was not the shadow that caught my fancy, it was the reflection of the shadow that made me gaze at it even harder. I saw the reflection grow gradually and then shrink back to its original self. Shrinking back to the original self, is that possible? When you start growing in a relationship, you start falling and you start loving and treasuring every bit of it. In that case, is it even possible to shrink back to the previous unhatched state? No it's not. At least i think it this way. Because when you grow, you are too naive to even realize it. That's when you go with the flow not along the flow. But then going with the flow and going along the flow, how different are they?
When you have to step out of the way, that is when you actually understand the difference between them. Before that, it's all a fairy tale. Fairy tales look pretty in books not in real life :P Then it all becomes a tale. A tale of life, that lightens away with each passing year.
But don't they usually say shadows are always the darker side and reflections are the whiter or brighter side of every free soul? Free soul. It makes me smile and at the same time it brings a teardrop. When you soul is free, you are happy. The moment it is held hostage, the very same moment you are excited. But few moments later it brings you that crashing, self destructive pain that kills you from within. That very moment you wish you never had a soul. I read it or i heard it but somewhere and somehow, they say you are allotted a few teardrops per person? Is there even a person, let's say for anything that jolts you. That shakes you. That breaks you. But somehow and anyhow, i don't know how and why i feel that is not entirely true. Sometimes i don't understand whether it's the person or the relationship or the sense of an ending that dampens me?
But then wondering is what i am good at.....I do it because it rests my ever restless mind! I do it because it is therapeutic...And who says no to free therapy ;)
Your's
Maiin tumhari parchaayi hun
Mujhe mujhse juda na karo!
Ho sake to mujhe apne aks mein sama lo!
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